Is there someone I can talk to?

Are there any free counseling hotlines? I'm not suicidal or have some kind of substance abuse I just really need somebody to talk to. I moved across the country away from all family and friends and the time difference makes it hard to talk to ppl I know. Plus I don't want to talk to them about my sob story as my mother calls it. My mother has abused me in every way except ually (she just didnt report her bf doing it to me when I was 6) since forever. Tonight we got into a huge fight because she still hasn't sent for my birth certificate even though she claims she did 2 weeks ago( I called and asked about the status and it hasn't even been requested). Yes it is my fault for not making sure I didn't need it before leaving and before my fl id expired, but how hard is it to send a piece of paper for your daughter when she provided everything else that was needed? Her response was she sent it and its not her problem i didn't have my **** together and to quit bitching. All I did was ask a question 2 weeks after asking her initially how is that bitching. She then proceeds to tell me I'm a liar and have told my lies so long that I believe them meaning all the abuse and stuff. I swear to god everything i have ever said is true and the fact that she still can't own up to it just opens up and deepens the wounds she has caused. I have dropped her out of my life before but i have brothers who are minors and have still felt the need to have a "normal" relationship with my mother. So i always go crawling back and act like everything is fine in an effort to be "normal" mother/daughter. I didn't talk to her for 2yrs and she told my grandma and my uncles that I slept with her bf. I never ever even thought about doing that she's been with him since I was 11 and he also aided in the abuse growing up. I brought up her lie and her response was that I am the liar and a and that the baby I have on the way isnt even my bf of almost a yr baby. I'm so done with her and I'm sad that I